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Name: Bella
Last Login: 05-20-2009
Member since: 11-23-2007
City: Felton
State: California
Country: United States


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About BellaJ:


I have a thirst for knowledge, I want to know about everything there is to know about. That is not an exaggeration, it is a fact.

I am fascinated with all that is bizarre and morbid. I can't help it. I laugh and giggle like a ten year old girl, more often than not you will think I am just being a girly girl, and more often than not I am thinking of something completely inappropriate. I can't help that either.

I would like to write my life history here, but I honestly can't remember much before the age of twelve, and from twelve to sixteen is rather bloody and dark and from sixteen to nineteen has been slow, sweet and savory, so naturally there isn't much to tell about that.


What I would like to find:


I am attempting to escape my parents house, thus I will accumulate a pile of stuff. Give me all the things you don't need, I will make something out of them....Preferably a home, and if that means I have to pile all the things I acquire on top each other and make a fort I will, at least I would then have a home. Seriously though, I make homes in the oddest of places, and out of the weirdest things...People can be homes...I don't mean I would pile people up and make a fort out of them, but...Being with certain people, no matter where you are as long as they are there, is like home.....And I ramble....a lot....Don't judge.



My Interests:


dancing, laughing, drawing, painting, writing, learning, traveling, music, photography

Music:


"You would rather give me your body. Than give me all of you. Because you don't like attachment. You don't like to be close- to anyone. You are grieving because you've been hurt. I know you hurt- you wear it so well- you wanted to be naked as soon as possible and sleep next to me as soon as possible. You would rather give me your body than give me all of you. You would rather fuck me then admit you want someone to care about you. You are sore inside and want pain to complete your tragic tragedy. You want warm blankets and kisses in the middle of the night- but- you'd rather fuck and be naked then we talk about what hurts you. It's easier to leave then to anticipate being left."

Books:


Anything. Give me something I can learn from.

Television:


Family Guy, The Office, Law and Order, the original CSI.

Movies:


Blow, Gladiator, Brave Heart, Fight Club, American History X, Boondock Saints, Training Day, Man on Fire, Constantine, 300, Snatch, Sin City, and Zombie movies...I love them. Oh and....My girlie movie is...Garden State. Don't judge.


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