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Name: lauri Last Login: 05-09-2009 Member since: 04-11-2007 City: Stony Brook State: New York Country: United States

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About LAURI:

well i've been going thru a hard path in life these days....i've learned alot about people and prefer dogs....they dont turn on you all they do is give unconditional love 24/7 i jut lost my beloved nikki border collie/newf mix and my heart wil forever be ripped in pieces...i lost my neighbor in 911 and then my dear fried jamey from cancer i'm lost without him.....then my neighbors dad died and my dear friend pat moved to jersey to be with her grandchildren, her son robert is the one that died in the twin towers and then she lost her husband to cancer, i have no family and they kinda of adopted me, so when everything fell apart i lost my family again, bobby had a beautiful little girl and twin boys on the way , he never got to see them....so i guess about me....i'm just one big hurt is all trying to live before i die....wishing i could have died with nikki

What I would like to find:

peace, peace of mind

My Interests:

my puppies one is 7 thats coda shes a bit unpredictable but sweet shes an austrailan cattle dog and bindi shes, well we dont know what she is we know she has border collie in her but i think she may be 1/2 chichauhia lol shes very sweet, very scared of things, shes only 7 months and shes a brat tooshe has niki's ears but nikki was 110lbs and shes maybe 20lbs at most right now so shes going to be small...god i miss nikki and the way he smelt and the way he loved me and how he used to go around me and stick his head out between my legs when someone he didnt know showed up...he used to go in our bathroom when we went to bed cause the tiles were cool and he'd actually closed the door when he woke up in the morning he'd scratch and that was i want out...."."

Music:

i love crosby, stills, nash and young, jamey made a cd for me before he died to tell me how he felt about me its one of the things i treasure most....we had an extremely close relationship for over 5 years before he was diagnosed....i love jewel...led zeppelin...they're too many to list i'm basically into soft rock, some country ', '

Books:

horse whisperer, sidney sheldon, i dont read much anymore i think its my heart that affected that....i just cant concentrate...', '

Television:

i live with the tv i was a tv baby yup born in the 60's the tv was my sitter....i love family guy cracks me up, simpsons, deal or no deal, all my children, i love rosie odonnel, i dont give a shit if she chooses a different lifestyle..i love ellen, 2 1/2 men i could go on and on '.'

Movies:

perfect storm was the last i saw in a theater....theres so many...i dont like scary movies i scare the chit out of myself as it is..'.'

LAURI's Friends:

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